Remaining

Finally!! Finally, someone asked me again why I was so happy, what did I have to be happy about??? A few months ago I had expressed the source of my joy and how it was so prevelant daily, and daily people were being shown an image of Christ because of my satisifaction in Him. Tonight I finally got it back!! I just love how the Lord places people and conversations in your life at the perfect timing of encouragement. I am so challenged to remain in this place, to be a woman of virtue and integrity that is really seeking out God's character.

I have been so scared watching every step I am taking not knowing where I am going or what missile could possibly be thrown in my direction next... These words come to mind.. "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity , but a spirit of power, of love, and of self-displine." (2 Timothy 1:7) Discipline in the name of the Lord is my desire.. Loving others with His love.. Being empowered by humility. It feels so good to be in this moment of weakness, my life has never felt in more control to be honest. I am so safe and surrendered. My strength is found in Him.


Thanking my creator for the community he has placed before me... for allowing all my hope and the cries of my heart to be directed upward.