Thursday, October 20, 2005

Sooo Late!!!

Okay, so I definitely cannot sleep. My mind is just keeps going, and going, and going. You name it, and I am thinking about it when it is time to go to sleep.

So this week has been very interesting. It seems the topic of why girls come to Baylor has been tossed up a lot in conversation this week, not only with my roommates, but suprisingly in my classes as well. So it is a very known fact that many girls come to a Baptist college with hopes to find their future spouse, and for that reason only. So I think to myself, should I be on the look out as well?? Haha, hardly. It just blows my mind how some girls think. Doesn't an education even matter to them? I just don't know about all this. lol. I am definitely very far from caring about marriage, goodness.

Today I was really thinking after I heard a man say that we major in belief and minor in behavior. Ya know, this is so true. I can stand my ground and preach my morals, but when it comes down to it, how strong am I really? The person I want to be, and know I am called to be, is often times no where near the person I actually am. I guess it will just be my every day challenge to strive to be more authentic, and me:)

My heart was broken a tiny bit this evening when the Cardinals lost. It makes me so homesick watching baseball... My family loves to watch it and I've grown up always loving the game... so watching the game made me miss them a lot. Especially my grandma. If there's one thing I hate about being so far away, it is being away from her. I hate it that I didn't spend more time with her... I love that woman!!

Okay so this was quite possibly a pointless blog... but aren't they all? So much time wasted putting my thoughts down, and honestly, who cares? And if anyone does, then wow, mind your own business. haha...

Night Night :)



* My thought for the day....*
~Often times we are not afraid of what we cannot do, but perhaps it the power that we hold within us, and knowing that we are capable of achieving great things. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.~

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