birthdays, smirfdays.

Other than the fact that I can now say I am 21- today was just another day.

In fact, while I was at work (I work at a preschool--in the nursery), I caught myself saying things that only come with age. The things I say to these babies remind me only of my grandmother..
"Hey, booger pants!"
while feeding a baby.. "gobble, gobble" (yes, like a turkey)
everything comes in 2's.. "no, no" etc...
"ooh you made a stinky"
and there is a multitude of other ridiculous things-- that only by working at a preschool and getting older can make me say.

So 21 years.. I only have one year left of college. This next year of my life is going to be some big decision making. As if every other year hasn't been?

I'm not ready to grow up. I'm no where near being ready to settle down. My ambitions are still as far-fetched as when I was 12. I love having the heart of a kid.. I don't think I'll ever grow up.

So, what am I supposed to do on my 21st birthday? The world tells me to go to a bar. I really don't see that happening. Today is just another day, friends.

I'm going to go clean my car now (my friends found it humorous to pour heaping piles of confetti and glitter inside my car-- needless to say, I have yet to find the humor.. in fact, what a horrible thing to do to someone on their birthday!)

Happy day of life to all of you:-)